*Birth of Light*

Christmas time. The celebration of the birth of light, the reunion of Love and Compassion, that brings forth beauty and new creations.

* Merry Luminous Light everyone *

* WORD SPRINKLEs TO CHEER ONE UP*

Gypsy Goddess    Pearly  Satin   Fruity  fragrance  Flourishing Flowers  Divine dancer  Candy-esque Jucylicious  Bouncy    Peace   Lucky Fortune  Spiral   Hope Blessedness   Happiness   Brother Sun AND Sister Moon

Prosperity  Destiny  Enlightenment   Beam  Trinity   Harmony   Bountiful  Bliss  

 Butterfly  Blossoming   Shiva    Rejoice   Heart Chakra   AirBalloons Felicity Joy *Glimmeryglitz*  Alive as Light  Angelic Gracefulness Smooth   Halo   Wave


Lustrous Velvety Voluptuous Plum Delightful  Yummie! Nectarious   Burst  Radiant Glittery     Victory  Cup  Luminous    Loveliness  Crunchy Colors  

Moonlight Tranquility   SOFTGracious Smile   Glory lovely  Lily Amber 
Moving  Flowing  Cherry Blossom Joyous Journeys Esoteric   Deva   Colorful  Shimmering   Vivid   Aura  Pilli Palla  Twinkling star  Sanskrit Wonder  Serenity Joice Stillness Anis Elegance Charm        Darling buds    Citrus Scent  
Passionate Vivacious exuberant rose Abundance   Balance  droplets SWEET  honeydew
                                                 

 Sensational     Savory Coconut Delish    Sparkling Bouquet Lavender Balm Lotus  Aroma  To grace ~ To embellish ~ To Beautify    Scarlet Blush    Shining  Lilac  Horn of plenty   Lavish  Grace   Daisy delovely  Delicious delight 



     

LITIR OG LAUF

*FULL BEAVER MOON* NOVEMBER 21st

It's Full Moon again!

 

She came up from behind the beautiful mountain Esja, so vivid in color in the twilight, radiant. I was sitting a meeting with a few of my fellow students. One of us had arranged for an office, very spacious yet warm and cozy. My place at the table was facing those big wide windows overlooking the Esja. A very strong mountain, though mild with its green slopes.

The sky started to become a bit redish, maybe a bit more purpleish and the colours flooded the room. I looked up and there she was, peeking at first, like she was a bit shy. I could only see half of her. It made me laugh and I was so pleased to see her. I had been feeling her energy growing stronger and stronger all day with my cycles so linked to hers, and there she showed herself, little by little. Almost like she was a bit scared of her own luminous grace. It didn't take long for her to fully embrace the sky with her presence. Beautiful as always, my sister Moon in her shamanic dress..

It's Beaver Moon. Let us honor our little friends who so humbly offered their hides to our ancestors. Their beautiful hides, both waterproof and warm. Native people reveared the beaver as a great Spirit animal that held big medicine. Beavers are the builders of their own life. Something we all strive to be. They are the doers in the animal kingdom, building homes for their families. If you'd look at their dams you'd find several entrances and exits. This is a lesson to us all, not to paint ourselves into corners. A doer is productive and knows that limitations cancel productivity.

From Mystic Familiar web site: As our friend brother bear, and sister squirrel are nestleling down in to the winter slumber, now is a perfect time to do the same. It becomes a time of quiet self reflection and internal peace. As the winter begins to set in, it becomes a time when we shall honor ourselves with meditation and silence.

Greetings from a sister, a Moon Cycle Goddess* Love to you all*

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Wow, 2 years have past.. it's amazing, isn't it? It sure doesn't feel like a floating timezone anymore, now it just passes, time there is. It can be difficult to stay in the NOW when you've got deadlines and 'hand in dates' and it feels like time almost confines you, it keeps running away all the time.. hahaha.. must laugh at it, Time is what you make it to be.

Instead of promising 'tomorrows', that never arrive, at least not on this blog, it is probably most relieving for me and healing to just write.. I don't have to make updates.. for whom? me?

So, thanks to my friend Solveig, who just started bloggin', www.tofrakona.blogspot.com, I found my blog again whilst commenting on her blog.. so .. this is good, good, goooood.. like Jim Carey would say it.. gooooood!

Time. I have loved how much I have noticed the seasons this year. It is proper to talk about it now, winter just started and not that far away in the future is the next winter solstice when the cycle starts again. This noticing the cycles of the seasons has connected me profoundly with nature, the sky, the weather.

I loved watching spring reviving everything this year, it was amazing. I rented a favorite of mine, The Secret Garden, a children's book from the library, where the coming of spring and summer is intertwined with the kindling of childhood joy and laughter for Mary Lennox, the main character. She was still just a girl, but had never experienced being truly happy and free, like children need to feel. It's wonderfully uplifting to read. Funny enough, whilst reading, the snow was still hammering the windows here in Iceland, but spring was in the air. You could just feel it, everywhere, in the hearts of the nation.

I felt summer taking over from spring and than autumn taking over from summer, and now winter just began. Observing and feeling, sensing the cycles as much as I have been doing for the first time this year, is perhaps the reason for me syncing my cycles with the full moon cycle. For the second time now my bleeding has started on a full moon. I read somewhere that full moon and menstruation at the same time can be an overwhelming experience. I have felt it! The energy of full moon menstruation is outward and world-nourishing and you have to be a real bundle of energy to be happy and satisfied with your work under this charged condition. 

During this time, the most powerful magic can be worked and influence exerted, so it is both filled with challenges but opportunities at the same time. I also read that the natural cycle of women who live and sleep out in the open away from artificial light is to ovulate on the full moon and menstruate on the new moon. It was a fascinating read, we know how we women tend to sync our cycles with each other, friends or women in the same household. This is how it used to be for indigenous women, living in the same tribe, they all bled together. In some tribes it was custom that the women would go together, during this time, and honor the bleeding cycles, the cycles of the earth and the moon, honor the womb, Mother Earth. They would do ceremonies and and pass on wisdom from mother to daughter. The Bleeding Lodge was the heading of the article I am quoting from.

I feel how the moon has started to have mesmerizing influences on me, I love the moon! as simple as that.. hahaha.. Last full moon I got out of bed and went outside in my pajamas.. it was calling me. I couldn't see it out of the window, none of my windows, but I sensed the pulling effect so strongly, I just had to go out and see it, bathe in the light from it and be awinspired by it! 

I put my boyfriend's big jacket over my pJ's and put a hat on and out I went, barefoot in my winterboots. It felt nice. WOW, it was beautiful, almost not a cloud in the sky, it was so perfect, and with colorful glow around that made it look even bigger. Last full moon I went outside and did a little ceremony at midnight. This time, such a not-a-coincidence occurred (thats what I call coincidences that are absolutely not such things, but definitely meant-to-be-moments) I was standing there gazing at the sky,stunned by and communicating with the powerful moon, the church bells started ringing, 12 times. It was midnight again, and I was gazing.. gazing..

.. a Moon cycle goddess, ready to be awakened*

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.i love being back in Denmark. It's absolutely wonderful. Laura mentioned blogging so I remembered my blog again. Not that I was active but I think it is a great way of getting things out of your head and especially if you like writing, it's perfect!!

.i will write more tomorrow, maybe a little update :-)

My Birthday *

My 29th birthday came flying in the window with such joy and happiness, and revelation about things that I was hoping for but didn't have the guts to ask.. Until NOW! Feel good, feel happy, I'm laughing and time is passing, spring is def. here and I think things are just gonna be.. OK... hihihihihihihi. fantastic, fantastico, brilliant, amazing, happy happy joy joy

"As above, So below"

*

.this is pretty much how I'm feeling at the moment. Strange but true

.mér finnst eins og það sé hula að falla á milli heima, hvort það er á milli mín og annarrar víddar, sem hingað til hefur verið utanum einhvernvegin eða umhverfis, eða hvort það er ákveðin hula sem er að leysast upp innra með mér.. svarið við því er einmitt það sem er að koma í ljós. Samtvinnaður veruleiki

.það sem innra ER, ER umvefjandi og það sem ER hið ytra ER kjarninn manns

.mér líður eins og eftir að hafa verið með mynd af paradísarströnd upp á vegg hjá mér allt mitt líf og safnað og safnað fyrir ferðinni til þess að komast þangað, að þá sé ég núna loksins komin á ströndina, Í ALVÖRUNNI. Leik við sandinn með tánum og baða mig í sjónum. Það er svo gott að finna sjávarfaðminn svona ferskan og mjúkan og svo ilmandi. Blómin brosa framan í mig fjólublá, gul og appelsínugul. Ég sveifla mér í trjárólunni sem var svo áberandi á myndinni og alltaf er ég með sjóndeildarhringinn fyrir framan mig. Hann minnir mig á það að ég er lifandi á jörðinni núna. Minnir mig á rythma lífsins, hjartslátt móður jarðar. 'Samverund' alls lífs, þess sem er í sjónum og á föstu landi. Hvernig sólin sígur og máninn tekur við, bæði svo fús til að gylla og silfra hafsflötinn, minnir mig á að við erum partur af sólkerfi og á hverju kvöldi stíga stjörnurnar fram og leika hlutverkið sitt, leika við ímyndunaraflið mitt

"As above, So below"

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The Timeless Zone

What is the floating time zone?

The floating time zone is used when there is no known time zone that can be used, or when you simply do not care about time zones for what you are doing. If you compare a floating time with a time with a time zone using either the compare method or one of the overloaded comparisons (==, etc.) then the floating time is converted to the other zone for comparison

Source: http://datetime.perl.org/index.cgi?FAQTimeZones

.a good description of how I've been floating between time and dimension, my timeless zone for the Time being, and since I wrote the only thing I've written since I came, and that was.. a MONTH AGO?? last week? or was it in February?

.pictures say more than 1000 words, so I guess video clips say.. hmmm.. a lot ! So here comes..

~ One Thousand and a lot of One Nights ~

.before I left Chicago I bought a camera

.isn't my love just the most gorgeous man

* my eyes and heart say yes *

.the winter wonderland view from my room

Well, problems with uploading my videos so I suppose it's gonna have to be

.to be continued

New Comfort Zone in the Making

Snow covered little castle, detox, vegetables, unsecurity, beautiful surroundings, two old dogs, deva premal, another dog, 5 horses, snow snow snow, hot tub, buddah head burried in the snow, wind pipes in a tree, feels like I'm in heaven, calm and quiet, squirrel, fisher (nasty animal), frozen lake covered in snow, mystic fog, relaxation, yoga, morning mantra, hot water with lemon maple syrup and cayenne pepper, big fire place, King Arthur, walking in the forrest, snow shoeing, mud bath, massage oils, essential oils, self-doubt, alkaline based diet, craving chocolate on a very high level, more detox, himalayan salt detox bath, head massage, facial, my cozy room, room 5, extention 230, no wireless internet, missing Kristjan, mission and vision, Madeleine Marentette the owner, nice staff, guests in massage slippers and silk robes, I also got a set, feeling sometimes like I'm in the way, the marketing department and I, soley@grailsprings.com, feeling isolated, alone in the castle, Lancelot and Galahad, Kotler is my new best friend, delicious food, Ohh my god delicious food, deeetoooxx, waiting for meal times, those are the best times of the day, royal colours, the scent of burning wood all the time, Breakfast 8, Lunch 12.30, Dinner 18, yet another dog, this one called Sandy, gorgeous bed, fresh linen, feel like a princess, organizing notes, made a true friend, Christine, crystals and a fountain, softness, getting more and more oriented, flowers, cool big lamps, statue of Quan Yin, sofas in the great hall, blankets and patterns, Desperately Seeking Wireless Internet, Marcia and her healing hands and presence, hunger between mealtimes, almonds, apples, prunes, tea tea tea, hemp seeds, love it when they serve chicken and fish, not missing coke or soda at all!!, soy products bad for us, tofu a big no no, trip to town, Bill bought me a cup of coffee and a chocolate chip cookie, yummie yummie yummie...................

lacking a social life, peaceful environment, relaxation, sleeping a lot, going to bed at nine o'clock, alone after 22, The perfect place but with out my friends, making new ones, thinking positive, Denise, Sherry and Andrea are really really nice, Alexi (one of the chefs) told me she'd take me to Toronto one day, JEIIj, fitness room, best opportunity in the world for me to start building the foundation for my future, spiritually, mentally and physically, feeling optimistic, excited, have projects lined up, going out tomorrow, missing Kristjan, will hear life music tomorrow evening, going with Christine, she'll bring me chocolate when she returns :-) :-D

Waiting waiting

Still in Iceland, 6 days to go!